You can become very depressed and feel alone, misunderstood and unappreciated when everything that defined you and your world is collapsing in on itself... When this happens, you are being challenged to grow and evolve, for the purpose of your ultimate freedom and success. In this emotional condition you may feel displaced and anxious unless you can get past the blame and see the Divine plan at work.

The truth is for new creation there must always be a component of destruction... which we humans call 'falling apart'... in nature this is known as "The Seasons of Life." Everything on earth plays out within the basic matrix of the seasons... this is where we are.

Within the context of the seasons, change is inevitable. In the time of winter it may appear that everything is dead and gone yet the snow melts, the winds stop howling and new life begins in spring. Without this cycle our planet would not exist. Based on your circumstances, you may feel everything is getting worse, no matter what you do...

 

 

Divine Order is always unfolding in front of your eyes.

 

Nothing is random... everything is in service to your alchemic evolution from Lead to Gold... from human to God Force.

 

I believe our ultimate service to the earth is to take this journey with courage and remember to be in joy along the way. Of course, I find this to the hardest of all instructions! To remember to focus on the joy... no matter what is going on... in the Mystery School I attended as a young student my teacher always reminded us... "never complain... and never explain... find your balance and live in joy..."

 

Remember the five thrones of the victim... judgment, anger, guilt, fear and frustration... when you are in this energy, be silent. Why? Because when you take action or communicate feeling pushed from any of these energies, you will only make matters worse. Why, because they are the fruit of the 'victim consciousness' within your human emotional landscape. The victim does not trust in life and is sure there is something wrong... it is a very fickle energy... and does not have your best interests at heart... only its own... to make you right about what you believe that will keep you separate and in fear... sad, alone and righteous!

 

The universe is a cosmic evolving body of energy ruled by the sacred geometry of Divide Order... we each have our role within the big picture... nothing is by chance... but if we do not accept the idea of Divine Order we can feel victimized by circumstances... and spend out time explaining and defending ourselves to an audience who will not listen with compassion nor hear you with a generous heart. Be still and be brutally honest with yourself.

 

There is always a valuable gift for you in an experience that challenges you to grow and expand your strong, positive sense of self.